"What's hard at times that people don't realize about my relationship is I'm alone a lot. I'm alone in these big, beautiful homes," she said. "Honestly, John and I have shared our bed together maybe 30 days totals, out of six months."
Nikki and John split up after six years together, just one month before their wedding. Since they filmed their breakup on Total Bellas, audiences will get to see it unfold when